cardiac problems!!!

i need some space to think..to breath..to diagnose..to discover..to recover my cardiac.. 

sometimes i think i want to go far from here..dont know why..i want to leave my town...just travel to anywhere..

sometimes i think happiness not belongs to me..but i know one destiny for me..

when i need somebody to comfort me..he go away..

my blink star already gone..just the dust left for me..i need you my star..seriously i tell you..

once you flying infront of me..i cant see another star..

but i know i cant see my star anymore..i know it hard to find another star to replace you..

i know my old star always beside me..memories are unforgettable..

eventhough my star far away..i just want to look him smile always..

can i catch my star again?